the chaos, the mess, the joy, the pain & the beauty
So I am awake at 4:23 am because I woke with a bout of nausea. I got a liiiiiiitle cocky yesterday, since I was feeling so well, and wasn’t taking my meds back-to-back. SURPRISE! I still need my precious anti-nausea meds! (I am sure it has nothing to do, also, with the fact I started […]
Did you know that when you end up with cancer- you may find yourself feeling guilty? No- I didn’t/don’t feel guilty that I HAVE cancer…but I did feel guilt that I didn’t find it soon enough. When Carl was biopsied he was already 4.5 cm long, per the u/s report. People, my breasts are NOT […]
…until you have to be. I think that is how it goes? One thing people keep telling me is how “strong” I am. I just want to be sure to clear the air here. 2019 has been pure hell (yes, BEFORE the cancer diagnosis). It has been horrible and I have cried more tears, screamed […]
